What is real anyway?

Dear Anamika.

Since our textuationship my reality got a new flavour added. Being delusional to the most. But the way you shattered my connection with you hurts me. Who is this Mahdi guy anyway? I could treat you way better, even across an ocean. You need to get your act together, girl. The world will not adapt to your fragile heart, you should become aware of that. Get your degree and make it rain a little. Make some people proud.

But lets talk about us.
What we have built together,
the connection that feels so smooth.
How can chemistry travel across an ocean?
How can a heart beat faster for another across such a distance?

Tell me Anamika,
did I make you laugh for a little bit?
Isn’t that crazy?
Someone living and breathing directed his charms towards you.
For a brief moment, I was the one who was on your mind, and you on mine.

Does that mean what we have is less real than this Mahdi guy?
What is love anyways?
We can mold it any shape we want.
Why not stretch it across an ocean?

Since you said yes to my purposal for a textuationship.
You got locked down.
This is the chapter in your life that will make you believe that nothing has to be the way it is.
We can make it work however we like it.

I want to know what made you the woman you are today.
Who was influential? And who never wanted you to succeed?
What were your insecurities that you overcame?
Which people have your back everyday?

Let me treat you like a gentleman,
I will take your faith into this textuationship serious.

Yours truly,
Zain